DeadThoughISeemALie

I have neglected this site for reasons that even I am not aware of...although I havent been at all creative in many months so that probably has something to do with it. I have just had so much going on that just has me unable to cope with anything really. I apologize for neglecting everyone but I fear it shall continue until i get my creative juices flowing again and sadly that doesn't look like even a possibilty anytime soon. I was on a text based rpg game for awhile and I really enjoyed creating characters and being them for awhile but even that has lost my interest. I am slowly becoming a boring nobody who locks themself away in their hous

I can't tell you where I am going because frankly I have no clue...life has these little moments where everything seems to make sense but they only last a second and then you are back to the never ending questions. I have been in the midst of those questions and for a long while I couldn't see a way through or around them and even now I only get glimpses and it's only when I am exhausted and on the verge of collapse, only then does the world make sense....but they are crowding back in even as I write this.

No for most of you I do not hate you but I have been absent...lots of things have been going on. college,dropping some classes,changing my major,death,moving,finals,work issues,friend issues,life issues. It just seems to never end. This absent might last for quite awhile. I cant give DA as much attention as I used to..me dropping in saying a few words and maybe just maybe new writing from me and thats about it. Sorry but life just takes to much energy. Cant afford to spend it elsewhere.... ~D~